27 June, 2004 - 18:35
Why didn't I? There are so many of those. If I knew from the moment that I began to develop signs, why didn't I seek Post Exposure Prophelaxis? If I knew. My parents were in town, I'll blame it on them. If I knew, I would have reacted. And this is my problem: I often have the knowledge, but lack the motivation to go and actually act on it. This time it's serious enough to kill me. And I didn't act. I didn't budge. Because my parents were in town. I didn't move. Because I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure, even though I knew enough. I was sure enought to know what to do. I knew what to do. But I don't know what to do now.
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